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Love Overcomes a young man's anger
by Johanne Jean-Jacques
reprinted with permission
from
The Courier News
June 4, 2006
editor@hometownclinton.com
Alfred Williams never knew that when
he pulled a knife against
a mob of white kids, it would
end his high school career.
He was only trying to protect his younger
brother Maurice. But the verdict
was in. The superintendent
of schools made the decision
to expel him just four months
shy of graduation in 1957.
Williams, 69, never returned to school,
but he still made a contribution
to America's education system.
Against a wave of protest and assault,
he and 11 other students became
the first black students to
integrate a public high school
in the South. Clinton High
School made the national news
in 1956,

Williams
describes his first year at Clinton as
troublesome. Life inside the walls of
the school meant being shoved against
a locker, having objects thrown
at one's head in class and
being called the "N" word.
He said the kindness of teachers made
a difference. His favorite
teacher was Margaret Anderson.
"She was a nice person," he said. "She
always had that nice smile."
"[Her smile] would put a glow in you."
He said her kindness helped him face
the animosity he encountered
daily.
Williams, who came to Clinton in his
senior year, said tuition
at Austin High School in Knoxville
was a real burden for his
family.
"They were not about to pay that," said
Williams. "We were poor."
Williams, born in Anniston, Alabama,
wa one of four boys. An uncle
and a grandmother raised the
boys after his mother died
from tuberculosis.
His uncle took Alfred and his brothere
Charles to Clinton in 1947
to look for work. His uncle
found a maintenance job at
a car dealership in Oak Ridge.
Eventually Alfred's grandmother and his
two youngest brothers Eddie
and Maurice joined the family.
Education became a mainstay in William's
life. He was enrolled at the
Green McAdoo School. After
completing grammar school,
he went to Vine Junior and
Austin High School in Knoxviile.
But a federal judge in Knoxville changed
his world, ordering Clinton
High School to integrate.
"When they integrated Clinton High School,
we had to come here," he said.
But with integration came protest from
white supremacist groups.
Williams said before integration, Clinton
was a peaceful town. He said
whites and blacks, including
the children, got along.
"We played together," he said.
Williams doesn't deny the signs of segregation
that marked the times. He
said a black person couldn't
sit downstairs at the Ritz
Theater or sit at lunch counters
in Clinton.
"That's the way things were back then,"
he said.
Williams said the change came when white
supremacist John Kasper came
to town.
"He got the people riled up around here",
he said.
Williams said during that time he was
prepared to defend himself.
He said it was normal for him to carry
a knife. The day of the incident
he was late leaving school,
he said. His younger brother
Maurice went ahead of him.
But when Williams caught up
with maurice he saw a group
of white kids hovering around
him.
"He had no way to get through," said
Williams.
Williams said he heard the kids say,
"We're going to kill him."
His gut reaction was to pull the knife
and defend his brouther.
"A lot of people say you should hold
your peace," said Williams.
"But you are not going to
hold your peace."
When the white kids saw the knife they
scattered. Word of William's
actions reached the ears of
the principal and the superintendent.
"They told me I shouldn't have had a
knife," he said.
Williams admits he was prone to anger
in his youth.
"I had that hot temper," he said, "I
still have that hot temper,
but I can pass it up."
Williams said being expelled made him
angry. After taking a year
of abuse, he had nothing to
show for it.
"I was just the scapegoat," he said.
Williams said he wishes things had turned
out differently.
"The only thing I wanted was an education,"
he said.
When asked why he never went back to
school, Williams said he thought
about getting his GED.
But not having an opportunity to graduate
with his fellow classmate
and good friend Bobby Cain
discouraged him.
"It didn't feel right for Bobby and I
not to graduate together,"
he said.
Williams said he and Cain had grown up
together.
Williams said once expelled, he turned
his mind to making a living.
He said as a young man he
wanted some wheels, so he
set out to make money. Williams
said he worked several different
jobs and enventually met and
settled down with his wife
Vera. They have no children
of their own.
But Williams said his life is filled
with kids. For the last 11
years, he has served on the
janitorial staff of Clinton
Elementary School. Staff and
parents will attest the children
are fond of Williams.
"The kids do love him," said Mollie Scarbrough,
chair of the Clinton Board
of Education. "And I think
they look up to him. He's
just a part of the school."
Clinton Elementary School Principle Gary
Lukat agrees.
"Alfred enjoys being in the school because
of the kids." he said.
During the school year, Williams said
he hands out candy treats
to the children every Friday
and chats with them, too.
"Those kids are my life", he said.
Williams said teachers have invited him
to their classes to talk about
his school experience. He
said he lectures the children
about the pitfalls of getting
into fights. He admits that
over the years he's learned
to curb his own temper.
"How can I say I love the Lord and I
don't love you?" he said.
Williams said thanks to children, he's
developed a more tender heart.
"I turned my anger into love with the
kids," he said.
he said he's pleased the city and the
Green McAdoo Cultural Organization
are erecting a museum in honor
of the 12 black students.
He's modest about the project.
"I'm not a hero," he said. "I had something
to do. I had no alternative,
but to go to school."
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